a new LOVE ?

NEW LOVE ? humm ~ i dun tink so . i stil cant open mai heart to any1 else afta he had hurt me so badly evnthough dat was almost 1year ago . but da scar is still located ther in da bottom of mai heart . i dunno why , i stil can make da scar disappear ? shud i make a plastic surgery to remove da scar ? haha . its shudnt been say as plastic surgery , it shud be say as some miracle perhaps . 


"ILOVEYOU" , please dun say dat word to me if eu dint mean it cos i cant accept it if eu jus playin wif me by using dat word . if eu mean it , den tell me why eu love me ? bcos of mai face ? GOSH ~ eu jus saw mai pitc den eu jus fell in love wif me , dat eu called as a LOVE ? NOO ~ if eu love me bcos of mai face , why dun eu go fer a plastic surgery to have a face dat luks lyk me ? eu love me bcos of mai true self ? how well do eu noe me ? so , do tink twice bfore eu wan to tell me dat word dat havin so much meanings . TINK TINK TINK ! please dun jus straightfoward telling me dat eu love me without tinkin or not eu'll be very regret !


if eu tink dat eu seriously , i meant SERIOUSLY love me nd no doubt , 102% SURE of it , tell me den . but please tell me in a nice way dat can make me blieve in eu . so , dun simply telling me dat eu love me cos i might be misundrstndin wif eu . afta dis , do THINK FIRST yea ! its not dat gud fer me to misundrstndin wif eu cos eu will be very regret of it . 


fer those hu truly love me but not yet tell or yet told me , thx :) i very appreciate dat love but are eu telling me da truth ? QUESTION MARK ! haha . jus make sure 1st ur feeling , den eu tell me or not please dun eva , eva cum to find me if eu're not sure yet . :) 


IF EU LOVE ME , I'LL LOVE ME but mayb in a different way . haha . :)


nd fer dis sum1 dat told me he loves me ,
thx fer loving me but i will dun lyk to tell eu dat mai heart is still closed . mayb dis is a wrong tyme but i'll try to be as nice as i can . so dun worry . jus try to do sumthing dat might can make mai heart open again . hahaha , but i wanted to tell eu dat im sorry if eu tink im lying to eu . i dint mean it . if eu seriously love me , eu'll wait fer me . jus make sure ur heart 1st , no hard feelings ryte :)


nd fer those guys dat always told they love me ,
thx too fer telling me dat eu love me but i cant make sure whether do eu truly meant it or eu jus tgh isi ur mse lapang ? evry tyme eu tellin me "loveyou" , "loveyou" , do eu seriously meant it ? i jus dun undrstnd why eu tellin me dat eu love me while eu havin other person in ur heart ? howeva , thx yea fer tellin me sum FALSE statements . evnthough its FALSE but im happy , thx . :)


PLEASE MAKE SURE UR HEART BFORE TELLING ME EU LOVE ME THXX ^^