da person inside da pitc is sum1 dat i love so much , not as a boyf yea . haha . mayb as a fren or a brother . bcos he always be ther when i need him . he always be ther to listen mai probs , evry probs he would listen nd he would try his best to advice me or comfort me . evnthough he knew dat was mai fault , he would try to cover it fer me . he's such a nice guy , a guy dat evry1 wanted him to be as a fren or brother . i cant tink of it if one day im goin to lost him . but nowadays , we're gettin far apart from day to day .
dat day , KZ da sotong told me to not join mmnah sbp dis year nd let those f5 to join . den he asked me to join mmnah MSSS (august mayb) bcos dat tym f5 will preparin fer their spm . helo ? im one of pmr candidates nd pmr is earlier den spm okay . so f5 need to prepare , i dun need to prepare ? okay fyne !
but da most terrible thing is amarr oso said lyk dat to me . he said if eu cant join sbp , den join la msss bcos he dint tink so dat f5 will joinin dat tym bcos they wan to prepare fer their spm . i jus dun undrstnd nd i cant blieve dat amarr said lyk dat to me . nd nd he said to me dat jgn asyik sala an org laen . he nvr , NEVER said lyk dat to me bfore . mayb is ryte dat people will change nd cant stay da same .
never mind , amarr . mayb eu're ryte dat i kept on blaming other but i still tinkin dat eu shudnt treat me lyk dat . eu shudnt support them jus bcos eu're in da same batch as them . as eu wished , amarr i let go archery . i'll let all of eu goin fer dis year . i dun care bout it anymore . i jus wanted to say dat im sort of DISAPPOINTED instead of angry . i dun care if eu still tinkin dat im wrong .
i jus wanted to tell eu dat miss da past amarr . da past amarr fer sure will be at mai side , he will support me . evnthough if he dint support me , he still will make me comfort . im sory to say dat . but eu're still da best guy fer me to share mai probs , amarr . hope eu'll read dis post .
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