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day fer goin back to skool after deepavali's hols . jus lyk shit only ! late in da afternoon , asiah suddenly told mii dat her bro dint do anythin fer our moviemaker project . i lyk WTF & WTH eu jus said to mii ? OMFGOSH ! now wat tym edy ? now eu told mii dat ur bro not yet do anythin . eu said to me dat ur bro can do it dats y i put mai trust on eu . but now eu told mii sumthin different . wat da fuckin hell hapen ere ? its jus lyk a K A B O O M . a tsunami cuming , an earthquake is ere , da world goin to ruin . after a sort of long conversation wif her , den she said to me dat she'll try to do by herself . im not dun want to do but i cant . mai dad brought da laptop to da ofis & mai bro took mai broadband to his ofis . so wat can i do without both of dat . ASIAH , HIDUP MATI AKU SKNG BRGANTUNG PD KO DOE ! oh GOD , hope da fuckin HAYZUL WENT SUMWHER ELSE or HOPE HE'S IN DA HELL RYTE NOW . please dun let him attend da class fer dis 2-3 weeks . omgosh ! jus can hoping ryte now , nothing we can do except dat . AKU TEGAR&REDHA GLE SKNG ! =.=

2 days IN 1 post

ystrday ta sempat , ermm bkn ny ta sempat but lazy to post . HAHA . so jus make it 2 days in 1 post jea laa . ta kesa an ? HEE ~ btw , its 2 days in i post not 2 IN 1 nescafe , milo , nestum or anythin else , okay ? ;)

171009 ;

HAPY DEEPAVALI TO ALL DA INDIANS ! ;D
today i went to menaga's hse fer sumthin lyk openhse . i brought mai bro's famous amos cookies along . HAHA . sory bro ! i noe its fer mii , MINE = HAK MILIK I . so i took it&gave it to mai besfren since i was 7 . i'd promised her i'll reach ther 1pm lyk dat but guess wat tym i reach ther ? 3pm sumthin , noe why ? coz mai dad wanted to go to fetch her new girlf , i lyk OMGOSH ? not again ? i lyk okay fine , wateva . its been very normal fer mii but its not dat normal fer mai fren . once , mai dad sent mii bfore to menaga's hse wif 1 of his girlf named SUGAR . btw she's frendly&kind , i lyk her . saw dat , I LYK HER ! mayb its jus fer da beginning , she's lyk dat . hu noes wat will hapen nex or how she's act is . its none of mai business ! if mai dad&her hav a serious relationship , i jus dun mind . if only she bully mii , i'll fight back . i wont b lyk how i b when im in mai childhood lyfe .
pls dun ask mii why im sayin mai CHILDHOOD LYFE ! coz i dun wan to remember mai past ! mai past is totally sucks ! so i decided to rub it off lyk a snake changin its skin . now im in a new skin . ;)
okay , continued da story . dat tym mai dad brought Sugar when he fetch mii to menaga's hse & now he brought dis WOMAN , PLS SHE'S NOT A GIRL ! named sumthin lyk WEI CHEE YAT = WEIWEI . i felt kinda embrasing in front of menaga&her family . i duno how they will tink of mii or mai dad . i jus lyk ohh wateva its not da 1st tym i felt lyk dat , jus b normal&usual .
then , eatEATeat & talkTALKtalk lyk we dint meet fer a long tym . HAHAHAHA . i asked menaga to ask jeva to cum over to her hse . menaga oso rang jeva up . then , bisingBISINGbising . finally , she's managed to cum over . HAHAHA . dats oso got condition = i hav to go back at 7pm . den i jus agreed it coz i thought mai dad can cum to pick mii up at 7pm . jeva said she cuming over at 5.30pm . suddenly 5pm lyk dat mai dad called mii&told mii dat he cuming to pick mii up at 5.30pm . i lyk OMG ! WTF eu jus told mii ? i jus agreed to jeva dat i goin back at 7pm . den wat a long conversation wif mai dad , mai dad jus said i dun care , eu managed ur tym properly im cuming to pick eu up at 5.30pm . ergh !
5.30pm lyk dat , jeva reach . its jus lyk a reunion . HAHA . coz last tym when we're stil studying at primary skool , we're damn close to each other & evryday oso together . ;D seriously its been a long tym i dint meet jeva . OMGOSH ! i damn miss eu , babe ! :)) den 5.50pm , mai dad came to fetch mii coz he wanted to go dinner wif his frens at kl dats y he need to cum to fetch mii dat early . i jus damn BERAT HATI to go back but i HAVE to . HAIH ~
mai dad jus drop mii lyk dat when we reach home . he dint bring mii go up till in front da hse oso . is da dinner dat important ? wateva ! none of mai business ! alone at hse till 10.30pm , mai bro came back . but its still lyk im alone . HAHA .

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ther's many stories to tell fer today . HAHA . duno shud start wif wic 1 . i tink i shud start wif i'd chnged mai hairstyle edy today . i jus cant blieve dat i jus chnged it ! i damn love mai old hairstyle&now i decided to chop it away ! OMG ! jus cant blieve dat & pls dun blieve dat ! HAHA . ;D
mai dad went to pick dat bitch again laa ! da bitch jus lyk cant FUCK OFF ! she came along wif us whereva we went . OMG ! fuckin damn annoyin ! jus pretend she's not around us = she's INVISIBLE IN FRONT OF MII ! i dun wan to see her fuckin bajet face !
at hse , she follow to ! OMG ! cant eu jus leave us alone ? =.= den mai dad brought her go into his bedroom . den i heard a shout from her inside da bedroom ! OKAY , JUS ACT LYK DUNO ANYTHIN COZ I DUN WANNA NOE ANYTHIN !
mls da na cte . HAHAHA . byebye ;D

esk kna balek skola . cdey2 ! ;(

one week at semashur

1 week at semashur . many stuffs happen , jus hapy/sad only . hee .. ;D

sunday ;

hav to go back to skool early in da mornin . guess wat tym i woke up ? 4am laa ! guess wat tym i reach mai skool ? 6.30am laa ! fuyooh ! 1st tym laa i reach mai skool dat early . HAHA . btw noe why i reach mai skool dat early ? coz 7am i had a 'ONE M'SIA' shooting wif FINAS&mai members . okay , finally i joined it&not managed to quit . mai dad is damn fuckin hapy cz i joined it . da shootin start at 7am & finished at 7pm laa ! 12 hours only fer da shooting ! guess how tired i am . fuh ! anyway , i guess mai face will 'mencapap' inside da tv . HAHAHA . if eu see mii in tv soon , dun tell any1 dat is mii . ;) eventhough we're fuckin tired dat day , but i felt damn sad when da shooting was done . i damn missing mike ! i'd miss his voice , his funny acting ! HAHA .

monday ;

i tink mai shoulder's bone was edy crack . COZ IT'S FUCKIN DAMN PAIN LAA ! jus hav to tahan & tahan & tahan ! ;(

tuesday ;

not rely remember wat hapen .

wednesday ;

i kena rotan today , but not onli mii . mai members all oso kena okay ! HAHAHA . na cover malu . kna rotan nan ckgu hayzul si gatal laa . erg ! kna rotan cz ta hntar movie maker . masalah ny dy yg bgtao kt ktrg hntar bfore final exam . ad 2 mnggu ag laa , ckgu ! tao tgk kalendar ta ? HAIH . den mase klas moral , kna sound nan ckgu raihan si alim gle na mati . kna sound cz i tgh pkai gelang getah ! babi ahh ! ske hati ak laa na pkai ap .

thursday ;

havin razi's gath , cz wanted to discuss bout da razi's dinner . den suddenly papa razi (not PAPARAZI okay!) announced gurls hav to wear plain green baju kurung ! its lyk OMFGOSH ! its so so so antique & its hard to find a plain green baju kurung ! den f1&f2 hav to bring/sponsor 1 green color F&N each . BABI KPALA HOTAK KO ! its jus a damn stupid idiot bored dinner , man ! ergh ~

friday ;

mai dad jus bought a broadband fer mii ! damn hapy laa weyh ! HAHA . thx dad ! ;D

ONE MALAYSIA's ADVERTISEMENT !

i trpilih laa utk msok iklan 1 m'sia anjuran FINAS . ye laa weyh ! act , i trpilih cz im chinese . da nme iklan 1 m'sia , so tntu laa na ad malay , chinese & indian . so nvm , okay i can do it . <-- sbb i dpt tao mnggu shooting tuh tabole balek , dats y i agree to join . den suddenly , ckgu baha 'ksygn' tuh bgi balek . dy ney ckp cm keling jea ! hri tuh ckp tabole balek , den tbe2 bgtao bole balek . sumpa cm keling jea dy ney ! erg ~

den wateva it is , i suda bgi nme & pihak sne suda pn wt insurans utk i . so rse agk brsala if i quit . so i went to k.ejat's dorm & hav a short discussion/conversation wif her . at last , she asked mii to find a people to replace mii 1st . den if i reach ther before da shooting starts , so im goin to take back mai place . but if only da director not goin to let mii to join bcoz i dint attend da training , so im goin to let naddy to take mai place .

act , can go back home is not da reason y i dun wan to join . its bcoz mayb they're not givin us anythin . if money , of coz they will giv da money to semashur's acc , not our acc . but i hoping dat we'll goin to hav certificates . they said they goin to work fer it . therefore , its jus a MAYB we're goin to GET A CERTIFICATE or MAYB we're NOT goin to GET ANY CERTIFICATES ! if only its NOT , im goin to say to them BABI AHH ! KTRG YG SUSA2 , TPI SKOLA LAK YG DPT UNTUNG ! PEGI MAMPUS AHH ! hahahaha . mayb its too over . :P

anyway , mai principle is im not goin to sacrifice fer nuthing ! HAHA . :D

btw , sory amarr ! i dint mean to angry to eu & i cant figured out wat da reason im angry to eu . its not ur fault cz any1 can b ur frenx . jus wanted to say sory ! its totally not ur fault , so pls dun say sory to mii . if eu tink she's gud enough to b ur fren or anythin , jus forget wat i told eu bout her ystrday . its jus mai opinion onli .

sory so much if i make eu sad bcoz i dint talk o hye to eu when eu smiled to mii o when eu asked mii wat hapen i jus did nuthin & thought nuthin's hapen . im sory ! i jus dun lyk her . so when i knew dat eu been so closed to her , i jus dun lyk it . dats y i felt angry to eu . but when i retink back , its totally not ur fault cz eu free to b fren wif any1 . so i wan to say sory again to eu if i make eu sad bcoz of mii .

eid at semashur ;D

agk bes laa hri ney . not bad laa gak smbutan hri rye d semashur . haha . :P pgi2 , ktrg pegi prhimpunan . tato samada bole dkata an prhimpunan atau ta utk ktrg cz ktrg kt sna keep on amek gmbar jea . hahaha . smpai laa pngawas dtg kt ktrg & tgur msok barisan . haha . after assembly tuh , ktrg pn pegi laa ke bengkel kh cz na tlg ckgu syamsiah . asiah jdi S.O.D.(supervisor of the day) . hahaha . asiah kate , dy sorg S.O.D. yg ta brgune . lwk laa . :P

after dat , 9.30 da , ad announcement soh plajar brkumpul d dpn balai plajar . ok , fine ! ktrg pn pegi laa . smpai2 sna , ad bbrape khemah utk pameran , tmpat ltak mkanan . den kt tgh2 tuh , ad deretan krusi ! mse tuh i pkir , omg ! tlg laa jgn bgtao ktrg kna dok kt sna ! aiseh ~ mmg btol pn ! ktrg sume kna dok kt sna , kt tgh2 matahari yg terik ! pngetua masi bole ag bgtao , bole laa dpt vitamin c scare prcume ! babi ko ! ak tana dpt vitamin c nan cara tuh laa ! hahah .

pas ucapan drpd stiap ketua tingkatan & pngetua & ketua pibg , ktrg dbnar an/dpkse pegi mkn . sesak gle na mati ! brsempit cm ikan sardin jea mse na amek mknan , so i mngambil kputusan utk ta amek mknan . i snggup brlapar drpd pegi brsempit cm ikan sardin ! den i sempat ag tngkap2 gmbar nan mmbe2 i & amar afbiat ! hahahahaha . lpas tngkap gmbar nan amar , yana ckp sumthin kt i .

yana ; kar yan , kar yan , ap kate ko amek gmbar ney den tnjuk kt beruk ?

karyan ; gle ko !

hahaha . dats da short conversation yg agk lwk bgi i . kmudian , ktrg pn msok laa ke dlm DM & mkn2 srta minum2 . kt dlm DM pn , ktrg ad snapshot session tao ! hahaha . xD pas tuh , ktrg pn gerak laa pegi ke wakaf . ther's another snapshoot session ! smpai laa bateri kamera i abeh . bhahaha . den baring2 kt sna , tdo2 kt sna . mse tgh baring2 , i trnmpk amar dr jauh . den i pn bgtao laa mmbe2 i kt sna yg amar ad kt sna . yana tbe2 wt 1 lwk ag .

kar yan ; amar laa !

hadirah ; mne ?

kar yan ; kt blik kuliah tuh . ap kata soh dy dtg cni ? <- gurau jea laa !

yana ; kar yan , bek ko jgn pngge amar ke cni . klu amar dtg ke cni , nty beruk dtg kejar ko .

kar yan ; mustahil laa weyh yana , beruk ta mungkin ny dpt kejar amar ! bhahahahah .

skadar hiburan jea , lpe an laa ! smpai laa bole msok aspuri . msok2 jea , tros packing bnda yg blom pack ag . hahah . den BALEK RUMA ! YEYYY !!